it’s my blog and i’ll whine if i want to

Heather | Day by Day by... | Tuesday, 27 March 2007

is anyone reading this bloody thing yet? i’ve started attaching it to the bottom of emails to people i actually want to read it. i would post it on myspace or something but i don’t really want everyone there reading it. (more…)

earthquakes are scary

Heather | Day by Day by... | Tuesday, 27 March 2007

            i had the pleasure of watching the National Geographic special on the 1995 Kobe earthquake Saturday night. that little rocker killed about 6,000 people right here where i’m living – i’ve been to the memorial sites, but seeing the footage on that program was just really disturbing…i probably won’t sleep naked until summer. it would be me buried in the rubble, pulled out in front of the cameras in my birthday suit. (more…)

argh

Heather | Day by Day by... | Monday, 26 March 2007

            one week later and i still don’t really know what’s going on. (more…)

cabin fever

Heather | Day by Day by... | Tuesday, 20 March 2007

            i’m struggling somewhere between the depressive state of not having any energy or really wanting to do anything and pissed off with the fact that my doctor says i should be taking it really easy and not do much. it’s like you know, if i am pregnant – wonderful! i will be so overjoyed and happy and want to sing the joys to the world, but if i’m not – can i please get on with my life already? i don’t like this feeling like i can’t share anything with anyone cause i don’t know what is really to share at this point – grief, hope, joy, or loss? wtf!?!

where are you?

Heather | Day by Day by... | Monday, 19 March 2007

        they looked for you today – they found the same room you had two weeks ago but it seemed as though no-one was home. all i can do is pray you return by next week. the doctor said “sorry” after she couldn’t find you. it’s hard to stay positive after that, but i’m going to try my best to still hope. また来週ね。

the waiting is the hardest part

Heather | Day by Day by... | Saturday, 17 March 2007

            I assume this is the dilemma for most women who find out they’re pregnant – to tell or not to tell. Sometimes I wish we could’ve been the kind of couple who just let nature take its course and were surprised to find after 2.5 months that I’m pregnant! Then I would only have a couple of weeks to keep it under wraps. (more…)

jumping the gun

Heather | Day by Day by... | Monday, 05 March 2007

February 25th (more…)

endearing neediness

Heather | Day by Day by... | Friday, 23 February 2007

my husband has been my hero this week.

we were fighting all the previous week. then i got sick. (more…)

fuck pcos

Heather | Day by Day by... | Friday, 23 February 2007

this was the title of a recently encountered blog on the web. i can relate. (more…)

お久しぶり 

Heather | Day by Day by... | Saturday, 25 November 2006

Yes…it’s been a long time.

But here I am…motivated to write from the most embarrassing of stimuli.

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happy day to…

Heather | Day by Day by... | Friday, 03 March 2006

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kindergarten flashbacks

Heather | Day by Day by... | Friday, 03 March 2006

Our friendly neighbors accosted me on the way home from the gym yesterday and insisted I join their Hina Matsuri (Doll’s Festival) celebration at their apartment. Thinking it so sweet of her to think of inviting me but feeling guilty that I didn’t have anything to offer or bring (last min notice and I had to be at work in an hour) – I couldn’t decline. (more…)

ultra bide

Heather | Day by Day by... | Thursday, 02 March 2006

Sunday February 26th show – Helluva Lounge (more…)

lately

Heather | Day by Day by... | Thursday, 02 March 2006

big beers, rainy days, horse sashimi… (more…)

wanna see our new place?

Heather | Day by Day by... | Wednesday, 15 February 2006

Happy belated Valentine’s Day to all! We’re moved – pics here! (more…)

Moving AGAIN!!!

Heather | Day by Day by... | Wednesday, 08 February 2006

When will it end!?! I have yet to live in one dwelling for more than 4 years! You’d think I’d be an expert by now but my house looks something like this and the movers come tomorrow afternoon! (more…)

Decisions Decisions – Advice please?

Heather | Day by Day by... | Thursday, 02 February 2006

I have definitely had an eclectic career. Making me a jack-of-all trades and master of none…which can be either good or bad. I have had interviews but mostly I was referred to the position from someone in the know and had an edge that way. The position I’m in currently is completely new to me (more…)

ebony & ivory…

Heather | Day by Day by... | Sunday, 29 January 2006

would this even be legal in the states!?! (more…)

Finally!!

Heather | Day by Day by... | Wednesday, 25 January 2006

An interview!! Friday!! (more…)

I did it!

Heather | Day by Day by... | Monday, 16 January 2006

I joined a Japanese Health Club! (more…)