cabin fever
i’m struggling somewhere between the depressive state of not having any energy or really wanting to do anything and pissed off with the fact that my doctor says i should be taking it really easy and not do much. it’s like you know, if i am pregnant – wonderful! i will be so overjoyed and happy and want to sing the joys to the world, but if i’m not – can i please get on with my life already? i don’t like this feeling like i can’t share anything with anyone cause i don’t know what is really to share at this point – grief, hope, joy, or loss? wtf!?!